a lot of shit has been going on with me lately, I tried to commit suicide Sunday night/Monday morning and I didn't wake up till Tuesday after overdosing on my medicine and a few other pills i found in my house. I know I know that was tottally dumbass of me, but I was triggered by a friend's passing and I not knowing it until a year later
I'm just lucky to be alive right now. I feel better but who knows how long my happiness will last this time....

please don't bitch me out for this i've had enough bitching from my parental figures...but hell whatever....

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love you all!